'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Palestinian Children and Teachers on Two Years Deprived of Education.
'We seek action, not sympathy'.
Juwayriya Adwan, twelve, al-Mawasi
It has been 24 months since I stepped into a proper school. That long since I listened to the school chime at the institution I attended, took my seat and raised my hand during my favourite class. Sometimes I still clearly recall the sounds and smells: powder from the board, pencil shavings, cheerful echoes. But my school no longer exists; it was targeted shortly after the war began. My textbooks turned to ash, and some of my friends killed.
I was in the fifth year on that fateful day: the final day I attended classes. That morning, warning alarms screamed through the passageways. Some children cried, others gripped each other. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even she sounded shaky. I remember hoping for a ordinary day; teaching, break time, a literary performance. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my previous existence.
The war has taken so much. But the hardest loss of all is schooling, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
Now I dwell alongside my mother and father, siblings and female sibling in a packed refuge in al-Mawasi. The temporary partitions sway with breezes, failing to insulate. We wait in line for nourishment and hydration. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate.
At evening, I gaze toward the night lights through the gaps of my temporary home and question if my friends see the comparable vista. Some contact me when they manage, expressing they miss school and have retained their previous journals; like relics of a vanished time. I feel guilty because I’ve forfeited all of mine.
I once envisioned becoming a teacher to assist Gaza’s children acquire knowledge, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I hope for being a reporter – to draft, to communicate and to reveal the world what it means to be a minor in the Strip. I want to tell our stories of anxiety and deprivation, but also fortitude. Because even amid these conditions, amid death and ruins, our expressions persist.
When online access exists, I try to study online. Sometimes, I visit a small tent where aid workers teach us mathematics and language. The sessions are brief – the electricity cuts out or the airstrikes begin again but in these instances, I experience vitality. I recollect who I was: the girl who cherished arithmetic and verse, who was convinced learning could change the world.
The war has taken so much; our residences, learning centers and families. I grieved for my family member, his spouse, and their offspring. I said goodbye to my beautiful city, Rafah, which is nothing but rubble now. But the most painful deprivation of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
To the world, I express this: preserve our aspirations. Compassion isn't enough, we require steps. The youth deserve texts, educational facilities and protection. Learning is not a luxury, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not merely devastation; it is youth who continue to aspire beneath the drones at darkness. It is my story and I will keep drafting, even if all I have left is a fractured utensil and a fragment of ripped sheet.
'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.
An educator, 40, teacher in al-Bureij camp
I have been teaching in Gaza for a substantial period. Initially in Khan Younis, then in Deir al-Balah, and currently in this refugee settlement in the heart of the region. Prior to hostilities, I typically educated multiple groups of about 40 students each, nearly 240 young minds enthusiastic about knowledge.
Educating them was my vocation and delight in existence, and I still remember the sparkle in a student’s eyes when a new idea clicked; the kind of moment every instructor cherishes.
I always thought learning should be dynamic. My teaching space was a area of play, art, and motion. We created cartographic art, performed past occurrences, and turned lessons into stories.
Merriment always occupied the area as inquisitiveness substituted apprehension. Yes, even before the war, children in Gaza were always frightened. My classroom was a protected zone but after the seventh, all was altered.
My educational institution became a safe haven for relatives running from the explosives. Not long later, it was struck and entirely ruined. There are hardly any educational facilities remaining intact in Gaza now. For two years, everything has been abnormal. The conflict has destroyed every facet of our reality: safety, residences, learning places, aspirations. Anxiety and sorrow are constant companions.
Many of my students are now dead – children who mentioned aspiring to be physicians, painters, and teachers. They were refused even the entitlement to survival. Those who survive endure hunger, displacement and exhaustion – and however, they still cling to the thirst for knowledge.
At times, when the connectivity allows, I receive messages from a handful of them. They write inquiring: “Are you OK, educator?” We exchange brief words, short lessons, tiny sparks of connection amid the chaos. They question if situations will ever revert to standard. I inform them I have no answer.
Throughout this territory, teachers, helpers and organizations try to teach wherever possible: in temporary structures, destroyed learning spaces, or crowded shelters. Learning has become an act of defiance, a way to say: “We persist.” And as long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will endure.
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